Anyways, here it is and tell me what you think. If this goes into the book, it won't go in near the beginning...probably more near the end. Last note, I know Celestria never says who "he" is but you can infer and I personally think it's more dramatic that way.
I lie down and stare at the star filled sky. The moon appears as a crescent tonight, but I hardly notice this. I am determined to watch the stars until I stop crying, thinking, and pondering over everything that has happened. And maybe those good times will come back to me...
I feel as if I am in the darkness. While there are lights in the sky I remain in the shadows, and there is no way out. There are creatures around me. They are people I know…people I care about. They are crowding around me, taking away my every breath. They are all taking, but it is one I recognize out of the entire crowd. He is wearing a white tunic and velvet pants; he looks as handsome as ever. He smiles at me like he knows that will draw my attention to him and him alone.
He’s right; I’m fully focused on him and I ignore the others around me. He holds out his hand to me and I casually take it, though I hesitate for a moment. Is this real? Is he real? I don’t care anymore. I hold onto his hand…and he stands beside me as I watch events that have never occurred before. I see us getting married, him reading to a young girl, me holding a baby in my arms, and then… Then the smile and the confusion wipes away from my face. Next there is a grave with the name “Irvine” engraved into it; he and I are running for our lives; I’m lying on the ground…motionless….
When it’s over he has not left me… We are standing together; me, holding his hand, and him whistling a song. I close my eyes and that’s when it’s so hard for me to open them again. I feel him wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me close to him, but I cannot see any of it.
I cannot because my eyes are closed…and it’s dark. It is always dark here.
"There's a lot that I want." He said. He smirked as he said it like he knew he was pushing my patience.